I miss you Rell, because you used to take me to the park all the time, spend time with me that noone else would. You remember on one special summer day me and you was walking home from summerschool you made sure I got home and I told you bye Rell and you said bye babygirl. Ap was really scared but I hope he understand i luv you and I miss you very much i wish you were still here with me to do those things again  walk with me in body and not spirit. I can't wait till the day I get to see you again.

Rell I really miss you. I miss playing big cars with you. Playing with the sterring wheel and with the brake. When I kept on pushing the break thinking I'm driving. I miss siting in the cars that was broke espacially the thundebird we sit under the deck and act like we driving. We was saying we was going to walmart. I miss playing school with you. You use to be my teacher I was the only fourth grader knowing algebra. I also miss going to the park with you. We going get all the little kids, and you let me dive in the parking lot and you never let me drive your car. We taking John car telling him we going to pump up the pool and you took me to the parking lot to drive and never pump up the pool. You every morning making me listen to that song you know I couldn't stand. Now I got that song on my computer and I try to listen to it everyday. I listen Jay Z song featuring Beyonce just for the being part cause it said you ready B. You use to say that every morning. I miss you calling me saying "sista you stay on my mind." I got tied of all that stuff  you was calling me. But I will love to hear you call me those names again.

                           MY RELL

ALLL, MY JARRELLE YOU HAVE BEEN WITH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER FOR TWO YEARS AND FOUR MONTH'S.THE OLD FOLKS SAY TIME FLY WHEN YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD TIME,SO IF THAT'S TRUE YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL TIME. I KNOW A DAY DONT GO BYE WITH OUT US MENTION YOUR NAME OR SOMETHING YOU DID , RELL I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. I AM SURE YOU LOVE ALL THE ATTENTION WHEN WE BE TALKING ABOUT YOU. SON I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW YOU ARE A PART OF ME. I STILL WISH YOU WAS HERE. SOME TIMES I GET MAD THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE WITH ME FACE TO FACE AND I SAY ITS NOT FAIR MY SON WAS A GOOD BOY EVERYTHING YOU DID YOU DID FOR THE LOVE OF YOUR FAMILY. RELL I WISH LIFE WAS DIFFRENT MY LITTLE MAN. OK CLAUDETTE PICK YOURSELF UP. I HAVE TO BELIEVE YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE.GOD LOVE YOU AND ME. RELL FORGIVE ME SOME TIMES I FORGET AND START THINKING LIKE YOUR MOMMA SOME TIMES I AM NOT COOL(HA HA).I LOVE AND MISS YOU SON.   WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER? SOOO TRUE.

Grand son I missing the time when we use to go to wal mart and you had that blue light in your car. And you have the light turn around and the car.The other cars was stopping for you to pass because they thought you was the police. I know God needed you. I love Grandson.You made me a happy grand mother.

                       SOMETHING RELL HAVE TO SAY

TO MY FAMILY, SOMETHINGS I'D LIKE TO SAY THAT I ARRIVED OKAY. I' M WRITING FROM HEAVEN, I LIVE WITH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER NOW. THERES' S NO MORE TEARS OF SADNESS HERE .EVERYBODY IS FULL OF LOVE AND JOY. FAMILY DO NOT BE UNHAPPY JUST BECAUSE I'M OUT OF SIGHT ,REMEMBER THAT I'M WITH YOU EVERY MORNING,NOON AND NIGHT. THAT DAY AT THE BEACH I HAD TO LEAVE YOU MY LIFE ON EARTH WAS THROUGH THE LORD TOLD MY ANGEL GO IN GET MY SON,THE GOD LORD PICK ME UP AND HUGGED ME AND HE SAID WELCOME BACK HOME JARRELLE. I WAS WORRIED I ASK GOD ABOUT MY FAMILY. HE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID I WILL BE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY UNTIL THE END OF TIME.THE LORD GAVE ME A LIST OF THINGS TO DO. FIRST I HAD TO SEND HELP FOR MY MOTHER,SECOND I HAD TO KEEP MY DADDY STRONG,THIRD I HAD TO MAKE SURE MY BROTHER AND SISTERS WAS GOING TO STAND THE TEST. FOURTH THING WAS TO GIVE MY NAPHEWS A SPECAIL PERSON TO CARE FOR THEM AT THAT TIME IN THAT WAS KAREY SHE HAD THE HARDEST JOB ,BUT I THINK SHE DID GOOD.YOU SEE I WAS GIVEN A LISTOF THINGS TO DO AND I DID THEM.ON THE THINGS TO DO WAS TO WATCH AND CARE FOR MY ENTIRE FAMILY. WHEN YOU LIE IN YOUR BED AT NIGHT I'M WITH YOU ALWAYS .

                                                             LOVE RELL/MOMA

TODAY IS Q BIRTHDAY. YOU KNOW THAT MAKE ME THINK OF YOU MORE Q IS FIVE YEARS OLD. TIME FLY. RELL I WAS THANKING ABOUT THE TIME Q AND KAY WAS AT CHUCKIE CHESS AND ONE OF THEM WAS SCARED TO COME DOWN . UNCLE RELL WENT TO GET HIS NAPHEW. Q WILL HAVE HIS PARTY TODAY I NO YOU WILL BE THERE. RELL I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH. I CANT STOP THINK OF YOU . I WANT TO MAKE SURE WHO EVER WANT TO WRITE ON YOUR WEBSITE HAVE ENOUGH SPACE BUT I AM KEEPING THE BOOKS I WRITE MY POEM ALSO. SO I DONT MINE SHARING. RELL WE HAVE LOTS OF MEMORIES.LOVE YOU SON

my uncle  rell

UNCLE RELL I MISS YOU I REMEMBER WHEN Q AND I  HELP YOU WASH YOUR CAR.THEN YOU WILL GO AND WASH MY TRUCK. UNCLE RELL YOU WAS THE BEST UNCLE. I LOVE YOU

Hey cous,

Miss you , and I will never forget you 

Rell I really miss you. I miss arguing with you,and spending time with you everyother Friday going to the bank, and to best buy. I miss talking to you and you telling me if I was wrong or right.  I really miss arguing with you about tweety bird and pooh bear and tweety bird is the best.

Rell, I Love you so much , I thought I will go crazy when I found out what had happen to you . Arlene talks  about you all the time , kenny Boo  acts as if you are just around the corner But each one of us have to deal with our pain in our own way. Boy you was and always will be truely loved. Miss you my Love.  

I THINK ABOUT YOU MORE AND MORE ITS BEEN TWO YEARS NOW ITS NOT A MINUTE I DONT THANK OF YOU. RELL OF MY THREE CHILDREN YOU WAS THE THE MUST LIKE ME. WE GET MAD WITH EACH OTHER BUT YOU ALWAYS COME AND SIT AROUND ME AND SAY YOU WAS WRONG . I TELL YOU I WANT WRONG NOTHING. YOU ALWAYS MADE ME FELL LIKE THAT NOBODY WAS MORE IMPORTANT THEN ME. RELL  YOU MADE ONE OF MY DREAMES COME TRUE WHEN YOU WENT TO THE PROME I WAS SO HAPPY FOR YOU SON. OH AND WHEN  YOU RECEIVE YOUR DIPLOMA A PROUD DAY. RELL YOU WAS DOING SO MANY GOOD THINGS THAT YEAR. IF I ONLY KNOW THAT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I RIDE WITH YOU I WOULD OF STOP OUR PLANES. I PRAYED FOR US RELL I DID .I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG WHEN YOU DIDIT COME IN THAT EMERGENCY ROOM TO FIND ME. RELL I WISH IT WAS ME INSTEAD OF YOU .I HAVE LIVED MY LIFE YOUR WAS JUST BEGINNING. YOU HAD YOUR NICE CAR ,A GIRL FRIEND AND WAS GETTING READY FOR COLLEGE.RELL WE HAD IT ALL PLANED YOU WAS WORKING AT HARTFIED. GOD HAD ANOTHER PLANE HE HAD WORK FOR YOU TO DO. I HAVE TO BELIVE THAT YOU ARE OK IF I THANK ANY THING ELSE I WILL GO CRAZY.

                 CEMETERY

THE CEMETERY WHERE THE SUN SHINE SO BRITE LIES MY SON I LOVE SOO MUCH, HE WENT TO GLORY TWO YEARS AND THREE MONTHS.HIS RESTING PLACE I VISIT. PLACING HOLIDAYS DECORATIONS,CELL PHONES.TRUCKS,AND FLOWERS WITH LOVE. NO ONE KNOWES MYHEART ACHES WHEN I TURN TO LEAVE MY SON SHELL THERE. JARRELLE SMILE IS GONE FOR EVER AND HIS HANDS I CANT TOUCH. I HAVE SO MANY MEMORIER OF MY SON .I LOVE SO MUCH HIS MEMORY IS MY KEEPSAKE WITH WHICH I WILL NEVER PART. GOD YOU HAVE JARRELLE IN YOUR ARMS I HAVE HIM IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU SON.(WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONG.)

WE

      MISS

               YOU

I HAVE SEVERAL MEMORIES OF RELL I LOVE HIM AND I MISS HIM VERY MUCH, BUT WE ALWAYS TALK ABOUT CAR'S HE WOULD ALWAYS ASKED UNCLE MONTI WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO GET THAT CADILLAC BECAUSE HE KNEW THAT WAS THE TYPE OF CAR I ALWAY'S DROVE,BUT WHAT REALLY BOUGHT HIM AND I CLOSER WAS WHEN HE STARTED WORKING AT HEARTFIEALDS HE MADE ME SO PROUD BECAUSE HE LISTEN TOO ME I WOULD SAY RELL DONT DO THAT OR RELL YOU CAN SAY THIS ALL OF THE RESIDENT'S LOVE HIM BECAUSE OF HIS PERSONALITY WHEN SOMEONE HAD A PROBLEM IN THE KITCHEN WITH HIM THEY WOULD COME AND TELL ME WHICH WAS THE BEST WAY TO HANDLE IT I MISS HIM BUT I DONT THINK I TOLD HIM ENOUGH HOW PROUD OF HIM I WAS OR HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM,BUT I THINK HE NEW BECAUSE I NEVER FUSSED AT HIM.

                                  RELL

KAYJON REMIND ME OF YOU. I NEVER KNOW WHAT HE MIGHT SAY. HE BRAKES MY INKPENS AND EARRINGS JUST LIKE YOU WOULD DO.TALK FAST LIKE YOU. OH YES THAT SMART MOUTH.(HAVE TO BE WRIGHT.) SOMETHINGS KAYJON DO OR SAY A SURE ME THAT GOD LOVE ME AND HE DONT MAKE NO MISTAKES.IT ALL COME BACK AGAIN. THE TIMES WE SPENTTOGETHER ALL THE YARD SALES WE WENT TO.RELL I MISS YOU

There are three things that I remember the most:

 

 

1. When we went to the beach that day and you and Angel called me and told me that you were lost.  I started putting on my clothes so that I could come and look for you two and when I started up the hill to my car, you both were walking towards me laughing.

 

2. I remember also when you came to stay with me in Chesapeake the day after I think Thanksgiving so that you could watch Que while I went to work.  That night I thought you were joking when you told me I would have to sleep on the couch because you wanted to sleep in the bed.  I can't believe you actually took my bed and put me on the couch.

 

3.  I will always remember you waiting for me on the porch each and every time I came home.  You would call me every 20 minute to see where I was.  I remember telling you that I hadn't left yet and that I will be there in a hour.  I would actually be around the corner and when I got to the house you would be on the porch with a big smile.

 I REMEMBER YOU AND I WORKING ON CAR .WHEN YOU AND I WENT TO THE JUNK YARD.AND YOU LOVE KEYS. RELL YOU COULD FIX ANY THING BUT YOU BROKE THEM SO YOU CAN FIX THEM .LOVE AND MISS YOU RELL.

RELL ALL I HAVE IS MEMORIES.I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WAS BORN YOU WAS SOSO HANSOME.THICK HEAD OF HAIR NICE SKINE TONE .I REMEMBER YOU WAS SO EASY GOING.RELL YOU LOVE TO DRIVE AT THE AGE OF FOUR. I CAN GO ON FOREVER. ITS SAD TO SAY I NEVER THOUGHT OF YOU AS A YOUNG MAN UNTIL YOU WAS TAKING ME TO THE DOCTOR. AND YOU WAS TALKING BACK TO THE DOCTOR ASKING HIM QUESTION ABOUT ME.I WAS PROUD. MY BABBY BOY I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.

UNCLE RELL I REMEMBER  WHEN YOU TOOK US TO THE PARK.WE HAD A LOT OF FUN.MISS YOU.