A LETTER TO MY RELL
ON APRIL THE 18TH JUST THINKING HOW MY LIFE HAVE BEEN FOR THE LAST FOUR YEARS AND TWO MONTES I HAVE HAD SOME HILLS TO CLIMB. I HAVE HAD SOME SLEEPLES NIGHT AND I HAVE CRIED SO MANY TEARS I THANK GOD HE WAS THEIR TO WIPE MY TEARS AWAY.I DID NOT HAVE TO BE STRONG AT THOSE TIME .I LOST MY POPS ON APRIL 21 2005 I LOST A SISTER MAY 31 2008 I HAVE A LOT TO BE SAD FOR SO WHEN THE LORD TELL ME ITS OK TO LET GO I DO, YOU SEE I WAS NOT SUPOSE TO BE HERE WRITING THIS STORY BUT HE WAS NOT READY FOR ME I HAD TO GO AND FIX SOME THING THAT WAS NOT RIGHT IN MY LIFE.I LOST IN UNCLE THIS YEAR .I HAVE READ MORE THIS FOUR YEARS THEN I EVER ANY THING THAT I CAN LEARN ABOUT DEATH I AM SORRY I CANT SAY THAT WORD( DEATH) I HAVE TO SAY MY FAMILY IS IN GLORY.I START WITH THE BIBLE THEN ANY BOOKS I CAN FOUND I LOVE MY FAMILY THAT’S HERE WITH ME AND I LOVE THE ONES THAT IS GONE TO GLORY I HAVE TO BELIVE THAT THEY ARE IN HEAVEN ASKING GOD TO FORGIVE US FOR OUR SIN WE DO DOWN HERE ON EARTH. I HAVE TO ADMIT FOR EVERY ANGEL THAT WENT TO GLORY ANOTHER ANGEL CAME TO EARTH STARTING WITH KIM SON CORDELL THEN COME LILRICHARD –MEEK SON THEN COME DERECK LILGIRL THEN THOMAS AND WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE JONATHAN AND KAREY HAVE A SON AND WE CALL HIM J J.IN THESE FIVE YEARS WE HAVE HAD SOME PAINS BUT WE HAVE HAD SOME GOOD TIMES TOO. RELL AND POPS WE DID NOT LEAVE YOUR OUT OF ANY FAMILY FUNCTIONS.JACKIE JUST WENT TO GLORY ON MAY 31 2008 SO SHE WAS AT ALL OF THE FAMILY FUNTION EXCEPT ONE THAT WAS KAYJON EIGHTH BIRTHDAY SHE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL BUT HER SPRIT WAS THERE. JARRELLE YOU BE IN EVERYTHING I BE IN BECAUSE YOU ARE WITH ME ALL THE TIME I PRAY FOR YOU AND YOUR SIBLINGS EVERYDAY AND NIGHT SOMETIMES FOUR TIMES A DAY.LIFE HAVE BEEN ROUGH AS LEROY SAY LIFE IS ROUGH BUT ITS FAIR .LIL JOHN IS HAPPY ANGEL IS DOING GOOD IN SCHOOL. KITA IS HAPPY DOING HER THING AT THE SOCIAL SECURTY PLACE.THEY ALL MISS IN LOVE YOU.GRANDMOMA ETTA BEEN SICK AT ONE TIME I THOUGHT YOUR NEED HER UP THEIR WITH YOUR.PEGGY THE SAME THINK SHE CUTE I KNOW SHE MISS YOU AND JACKIE WHO DO SHE HAVE TO FUSS WITH. HUCK DOING GOOD HE KEEP PEGGY IN LINE. LEROY LIKE YOU HE WANTS TO KEEP THE FAMILY TOGETHER. UNCLE MONI HAVE TWO JOBS RELL I CAN SEE YOU NOW FOLLOWING UNCLE MONI FOOT STEPS WORKING WITH HIM; HE WOULD NOT HAVE ANY OTHER WAY. ANTHONY WAS WORKING WITH UNCLE MONI FOR ABOUT A MONTH IT DID NOT WORK OUT KITA AND I THINK UNCLE MONI HAVN’T GOT OVER YOU YET AND ANTHONY WAS NOT A TALKER LIKE YOU. AUNT AMANDA IS DOING WELL SHE HAS HER DAYCARE AND CARRIES HER PAPERS SHE LOVES LIFE RELL I APPRECIATE HER. RELL RING THE ALARM UNCLE VENSON DID GET MARRIED HE IS HAPPY RELL IT TOOK YOU FOUR YEARS IN HEAVEN TO PUSH THAT BOY DOWN THE ALE.I DON’T KNOW, DO YOU KNOW HER, SHE MAKE HIM HAPPY SO SHE MAKE ME HAPPY.THEY LOVE EACH OTHER.JARRELLR I KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN PRAYING HARD FOR YOUR GOD MOTHER RELL I LOVE HER SHE IS ONE OF THE STRONGEST PERSON I KNOW.SHE HAVE BEEN IN THE VALLEY ALONG TIME RELL BUT SHE STILL SMILING.RELL YOUR TARZIN HAVE SOMBODY HE LOVE KYDA HAD A LITTLE BOY SO TARZIN IS BEENING A GRANDADDY GOD KNOWES BEST.AUNT WANDA IS WORKING AND SHE LOVE IT I AM SO PROUD OF HER
KITA DID GET MARRIED TO LAMONT YOU TOLD ME SHE WAS GOING TO MARRY HIM RELL THEY GO TO CHURCH TOGETHER KITA IS A SUNDAY SCHOOL TEACHER I AM HAPPY FOR THEM.RELL LILJON IS DOING GOOD HE WANT MORE AND HE KNOW THAT HE HAVE TO BE PATIENT THEY HAVE TWO SON THE NEW BABY WAS IN 2.10.2009 THEY NAME HIM JONOTHAN JARRELLE CALHOUN THAT’S CUTE SOME PEOPLE SAY HE LOOK LIKE YOU WELL YOU AND LILJOHN LOOK ALIKE. JARRELLE I WAS WORRIED ABOUT ANTHONY RELL I THOUGHT WANDA IN I WOULD BE GOINGT TO THE GRAVE YARD TOGETHER TO VISIT OUR SONS GRAVE RELL I PRAYED FOR HIM RELL I KNOW YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS ON ME CAN YOU IMAGINE AUNT WANDA GOING THROUGH IT OR GRANDMOMA HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT BOTH OF US, RELL HE GOT HIS SELF OUT OF THAT MESS RELL HE IS DOING WELL HE GO WITH ME TO THE GAMES HE IS SO LOVABLE I AM GOING TO TRY TO GET HIM IN SOME SCHOOL. CLIFF IS DOING GOOD CLIFF IS HAVING TROUBLE WITH HIS BLOOD PRESSURS. DANIT IS DOING WELL SHE MAKE SURE GRANDMOMA GO TO THE DOCTOR VICK IS LIVING BACK IN HENRICO RELL EVERY TIME I SEE VICK I THINK ABOUT YOU AND HER CALLING VANESSE YOUR WAS CRAZY I KNOW SHE MISS YOU.TONY IS DOING WELL HE IS TAKING CARE OF HIS SON I AM PROUD OF THAT YOU KNOW WE HAVE GOOD PEOPLE IN OUR FAMILY THEY TAKE CARE OF THERE OWNS.RELL YOUR CUP CAKE HAVE A LILBOY MEEKA DRESS HIM LIKE YOU LIKE TO DRESS HE IS SO SWEET AND LOVE HIS PAPA. MEEK IS DOING GOOD RELL SHE HAVE A BMW.KAREY IS YOUR SISTER IN LAW NOW SHE IS DOING GOOD GETTING SKINNY BUT SHE IS OK WITH THAT SHE IS NOT SICK. KAYJON IS A BIG BOY NOW HE LOVE BEENING WITH HIS FAMILY HE WANT TO STAY WITH THEM MORE .TO WATCH OUT FOR HIS LIL BROTHER WHO THAT SOUND LIKE (YOU). QUE RELL HE IS KITA ALL OVER WE SHE WAS YOUNG I WANT TELL KITA SHE WAS SMART LIKE QUE BUT QUE IS SMARTER.JARRELLE YOU HAVE NOT MET J J BUT RELL HE LOOK AROUND AND KNOW ALREADY HE DONT GO IN MY WHITE ROOM WHEN HE IS IN THEIR TAKEN PICTURES HE JUST SMILING AND TALKING I SAY DON’T GET USE TO IT. YOUR BABY GIRL SHE WRITE YOU SOMETIME ON YOUR WEB SHE FOUND HER BEAUTY (LOL) DESTINY IS DOING WELL SHE HAVE HER OWN APARTMENT HER AND MANESSA VEN IS GOING TO BE A GRANDDADY.CALL IRIS GRANDMOMA WHEN YOU SEE HER. SHAY IS CRAZY HE IS DOING WELL HE LOVE HIS DADDY VEN.DERECK CAME HOME SAFE FROM THE WAR HE IS DOING GOOD HE HAVE TWO LIL GIRLS.MARIO CAME HOME FOR CHRISTMAS HE IS DOING OK. KIM IS MY GOD CHILD TELPHONE CRAZY RELL SHE IS LOOKING FOR APARTMENT .SHE HAVE TWO LIL BOYS.JARROD NEED OUR PRAYERS HE LIKE HIS MOM THEY BOTH STRONG PEOPLE. KALVIN IS DOING OK HE STILL IN SCHOOL THAT’S A PLUS FOR HIM.RELL LIL LEWIS IS A SCHOOL TEACHER. DJ TALK JUST LIKE YOUI CALLED AUNT MANDA ON THE PHONE AND HE ANSWER IT SOUND JUST LIKE YOU I SAID WHO IS THIS HE SAID D J I SAID HI. BABYBARTY I DON’T THINK SHE LET KNOW BODY CALL HER THAT ANY MORE I THINK THAT WAS YOUR SPECIAL NAME.VICKIE YOUNGEST CHILD NAME JAMYIA RELL SHE DON’T LOOK LIKE GRAND MOZELL BUT SHE IS SHORT AND GOT THAT FIRE LIKE GRANDMAMO.RELL, WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU AND IF ANYWAY I COULD OF TOOK THAT RIDE FOR YOU SON I WOULD BUT I HAVE TO BELIVE YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE AND YOU ARE STILL TAKING CARE OF THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE. RELL YOUR GODSON SO HANSOME LOVE PLAYING BASKETBALL RELL HE LOVE HIS BIGMOMMA HE STAY WITH MOMA SOMETIME WHEN HE HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL, JATAY BE WITH CUPCAKE A LOT SHE IS DOING HER THING IN SCHOOL TANKLE LOVE TV HE LIKE WATCHING THE WRESLING.KELVIN WORKING WITH UNCLE MONI HE LIKE WORKING DOWN THEIR, UNCLE PERCY HAVE HIS OWN BASKETBALL TEAM THEY WON.KENNYBOO IS HOME HE IS DOING GOOD HE SAY HE IS TRYING TO DO GOOD PRAY FOR HIM. BONE I KNOW HE MISS HIS MOMA REALY HE IS THE OLDEST SO HE HAVE TO DO WHAT HE HAVE TO. CHARLES AND LEROY LIVING OUT OF TOWN BERNADETTE WORKING HARD. KYDA
HAVE A SON.KATRINA IS DOING OK YOU KNOW SHE IS TEACHING.RELL YOUR AUNT REE MIGHT JOIN OUR CHURCH THEIR CHURCH CLOSE DOWN.YOUR GRANDMOMA LORAIN WAS SICK SHE IS DOING BETTER MR ROBERT STILL COME AND FIX THINGS FOR US. YOUR UNCLE ROBERT FIXES ALL OUR COMPUTER SO I CAN WRITE ON YOURWEB.I THANK GOD FOR HIM.RELL YOUR AUNT REGINIA WAS REAL SICK TOO.JARRELL CLIFF HAVE A LITTLE BOY NAME SPONGE I WATCH HIM GROW INTO A SMART LITTLE BOY. JARRELLE I HOPE I DID NOT FOR GET ANY BODY BUT IF I DO TELL ME ABOUT IT IN MY DREAMS JARRELLE SON I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE IT SELF WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING I PRAY AND I THANK GOD FOR ALL MY BLESSING AND I THANK GOD FOR MY TRAILER BECAUSE I KNOW THEY ARE THEIR TO MAKE ME STRONG. RELL I HAVE TO BELIVE THAT YOU KNOW WHATS GOING ON DOWN HERE AND UP THERE.JARRELLE YOU KEEP ON BEING A GOOD ANGEL AND DO WHAT THE GOOD LORD EXPECT OF YOU RELL I KNOW I WILL BE WRITING AND I WILL KEEP THE FAITH LOVE YOU SON.
WHAT DO KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER.
